29 December 2011

How why what who

I wonder why. What a tiring day. Wake up early in the morning and reach home at late at night. Feel so lost when u couldn even contact a person where u have no credit or net n even d contacts of a person.

I wonder if u do miss me like how I miss u here. The happiest things is just a few msg from u. But u r so far from me. No matter how. My heart still attach to u for no reason. I just dono y.
Tired of having such time.
Sobbing

QuandoChristmas

It's the only Christmas of 2011. I have a great time working during Christmas eve n on d Christmas day itself. Meanwhile I've bunch of great friends celebrating together.
Yesterday we went one u for dinner. Yet I saw a fabulous heels which I desperately wanna buy it so much. But couldn afford it at this moment.
All of us enjoy crazy shopping at the mall. What's next for tonight? Will it be a warm white Christmas ?

I'm so doubt that I've found the answer that I'm seeking for so long. Hopefully I'll end this year with a happy ending n start a brand new year of 2012 <3

More than words

We can't look beyond d road. But we can predict the path that we've chosen to live. It's tired when a person give up but u're still there holding on. Mentally exhausted. It reaches a point where u need to stop by and have a rest at a pit stop. Will you continue after resting? Probably most of the ppl will choose the alternative way to reach the destination. The voyage seems to be very long. What makes me moved all this while is only my faith an determination. No one will ever cares. But I do. I've decided to rest for time being.

Beh tahan :(

Exam just finish. I hope everything will settle down quickly. Need to bring car for repair n work n etc.
I hope time will just past quickly !!!
I miss the smurf time!!!
I m y s m
I should go along n not leave u alone there. So that I won't be alone here too.
Another tough time for me.
Looking forward for tmr's pot bless. Mixu mixu
Yi

Gorgeous Vivien nzy

There's a period of time. Ppl keep texting me n telling me :'look how gorgeous you r Vivien in terms of self confidence and ur smile..it looks just so perfect. '
Thanks for giving me such a huge compliment to me. It means alot to boost up my self inner confident.
These bunch of my friends were so great that they sound so true to me. They've been know me for yrs.
Still yet there's no one can ever be perfect at all time.
I believe god create us in such a person n has plan all for us. I'm looking forward ,yet appreciating every moment in my life.
The scars of mine making me perfect. :)

Don ask why

For a reason. I thought you r the one who knows me well through all these yr since the day I was form in ur womb. Oh my. I wonder if u can understand me well by not asking me to go shopping or hanging out with u in the loving room with the tv. I'm seriously need to concentrate on my exam. I felt sorry for not accompanying you for shopping since I've promise u. Yet we can shop soon. I felt sorry that I've not been a good gal all these days by not helping at house cores. Sorry for being so selfish by just staying inside the room for studies n ignoring u. But mom. Sometimes it's quite annoying that I couldn even focus. Sob. Love ya. Ur one n only precious daughter. V

The first prayer

This is the very first time I pray for my concentration on anything. And I started my prayer.. 'O Lord.. Amen '
This is the first time I hardly focus on anything.
I started my day with a very pleasant conversation which warms me alot.
N here it goes.
Msgs sent via the advance technology system where it took just a second to reach to a person makes way lots more different than ancient time.. Where it actually could takes up to one month to reach to a person.
I'm glad that. Once conversation of past few months saying that we would forget each other, somehow..we would still remind each other of one's appearance. Things will fade. Everything will fade. But the love still holding on there will never fade away. Probably is the plan of God. Where I get to met someone special in life. There are so many ppl around. With different characteristic, different personality which makes us so special.
But there's only one person will always appreciate one's personality. Letting us the opportunities of meeting new friends around and get to understand ourselves well, when two are separated far away on earth for a long time. Just the way you are <3>

No music no dreams

There's a movie about Music in life.
It is true that a simple melody can express one's feeling. How vital it is that a rhythm can actually affect one's emotion. It can connect two ppl which are strange at first sight into BFF rel.
Living in faith it's really important.
'everytime u smile to someone, it is an action of love, a gift to that person, a wonderful thing in life that living unforgettable memories...'

Embrace every moment

The time being apart is much more precious than the time we met each other. It helps us in identifying ourselves. Falling into each other is a good thing. Holding each other in faith is a great thing. Loving each other at all time is definitely romance.
I'm holding half way towards the end now. Please don't let go my hand when I'm still holding it tight. Somehow I'll never give up. Unless one's has give up holding me. I'm glad that I've come to this stage. That sometimes scars do lead a person towards perfection. Thank God that I met u in my life. Pray

xin fu jiu zai chi kai shi.

Wo ba yue de xin de kais hi-Zai zhe shi jie shang. Ren shen zong hui you qi qi die die. Zong hui you kuai le ye you bei shang. Zhi you yong yuan ji de cong zhong xue xi. Bie zai fan tong yang de cuo wu.

Cheng jin. Yi zong jian qing cheng fa shen zai wo shen shang. Ke shi, zhe zi shi tong hua gu shi. Gen ben mei you yi hui shi. Fan er shi er mong. Ta cheng jin dui wo hen zhong yao. Shi ta, jiao hui wo ku. Shi ta dai wok an shi jie. Shi ta, shang hai le wo. Bu shi wo yao fang qi. Er shi wo zi yuan tui chu zhe you xi. wo zai ye mei you li qi ji xu le. Zhe jiu jie shu le yi qie yi qie. Ba shuo you de hui yi ba ta sha zai sha tan shang. Rang ta man man xiao shi. Man man de, rang hai shui cong dao da hai.

Wo cheng jin wen wo zhi ji. Wei shen me hui ai shang ta. wei shen me wo zhuo de yi qie dou yi wu shuo you. Na me, zhi shi gong pin de ma? Cheng jin zui xin ren, jui teng ai de ren. Jiu zhe yang xiao shi le. Ta zai ye bus hi bei ni ai de ren le. Na zong tong. Mei ren neng gan shou de dao.

Vivien

u n i..

Its been ages since the last proper post about whats going on at that entire moment. There's a moment where you have all the taste in your life during years of growing. Thats what makes people tends to be more mature at time being. Reality wakes me up when i'm still day dreaming all day long.There's an erroneous one-according to a tradition-and, be it said--Chopin's playing was like that of one dreaming rather than awake--scarecely audible in its continual pianissimos and una cordas, with feebly developed technique and quite lacking in confidence, or at least indistinct, and distorted out of all rhythmic form by an incessant tempo rubato.No doubt playing keeps me way far away from awake. It's crucial when soemone wakes you up. Life is life, but there's a moment we are craving for dreams so much-more than beyond. It's been a tough time to come across all these happenings around. There's someone special who will always stays in the bottom of our heart, someone precious leaving us apparantly. Obviously, non of them will ever be a passer-by. It's just more than words that i can say. At a moment, something is better to be unsaid. It is us that makes things happened or to be happen. Honesty, it's been a foolish time where i'm being too cool and heartless. Trying to find my way out of the maze. It tooks ages to come to an end. There will be another maze to be reveal yet when we are still trying to figure out the previous maze. The coolest thing is that we enrich our life.

There's no way we will end our maze. Things we've been through became part of our memories. It's hard to say good bye. Dont you wanna stay..

Lucky n blessed all the time :)

BF&FB*BFB

I wonder if whoever could define BF..after defining it..lets have a look by having the other defination for FB..

how on earth there is this two term exist in this world..

well..god definitely create us with such a plan that we're suppose to have only one spouse..but not keep on changing and making the same mistake and doing a cycle..

!9th may~ here it goes..another unlucky or lucky day what i can describe.. four tyres puctured..and i got no idea what to do..the first thing is to cancel all my appointment...long story...

in the end it fixed well.. <3

this entire week is freaking lucky..:
1. fall down from stairs and hurt my right elbow and hand..(bleeds)
2.cut my ring finger..on my right hand (bleeding like it just couldn halt)
3.foue tyres puctured

i'm so lucky to have all these happening around..makes me kinda busy and less momo..somehow..sometimes i do still momo..thats why momo its kinda famous nowadays..
among all the frens..this term is used..

...When I fall in love I take my time
There's no need to hurry when I'm making up my mind
...You can turn off the sun but I'm still gonna shine and I'll tell you why
Because......

*morning is the mistery, evening is the history*

ewa's buffday ~

it's 14th march 2011..

this is our preparation before meeting ewa :)

two guys - ck n pjy..was suppose to look formal for the present of ewa later~

finally~ the arrival of the queen comes...

n so, we celebrate her birthday behind dk2b infront of guy's 'wash room'..haha

she didn know that there's a cake inside the boxie..

n someone told her that there might be frogs or watever inside..XD

the wind blowsss too sstrong...that we couldn light the candle at all..

n so we crowd ourselves around d cake?

finally..the birthday song started to sing ~ again n again..yea..it's again n again..

by ck n pjy =p

oh~dear...is it hard for u to cut d cake =p ?

say goodbye to curly-hair.

i cut my hair on thursday..but it seems there's no difference when i told my frens that i ad cut my hair..they didn realise..until i let them know =p

i like the way i am now..v

holiday aint holiday-tiring day :)

it's 12th march 2011 suppose it's a holiday for me (rest at home)..but it ends up spending my holiday with friends & family..i embrace each moment i spent with them :)

i woke up 8am in the morning. pick up my mom & shirley to 1U.

actually, the main purpose is to go IKEA.In the end, both of them are so into the events at 1U..which is to meet the TAIwANeSE artist..AnThONY == and so,we arrive at 1U for brunch at Zanmai Sushi..

afterthat went shopping...

Around 7pm, i went out for dinner with my fellow frens..shirley,khong,mok ..

wat a ... so many seasoning..that makes me thirst all day ><

even the day after i woke up..stil feel the thirst..ohno!nightmare..

Finally, i end up with them at tropicana cItY for The Adjustment Bureau starring Matt Damon as David Norris..the movie ends around 1am==

it makes me totally exhausted for the whole day~ night is aint young for me anymore..lolx

kuala selangor weee~~

we just took our brunch at kuala selangor.. and we stop-by to a stall n have our dessert :)
we're in white shirt ! kekexx

i took a durian flavour n my cousin winnie took red bean ..likey!!

it is so oBvious that there's still alot of scars on my face after healing from chic pox >< sad~

v for victory n' peace :)

TK - Nothing gonna change my love for you (Saxophone)

this is awesome...i luv it :)

More than Words - Sungha Jung :)

should i ? :)

should i buy this dress?it cost around rm200...vote vote... thanks =)

piano classie :)

today there's a student of mine.. suppose to ask her to do theory..

in the end, it becomes an art class..

she's suppose to remember the name of the notes..semibreve,minim, crotchet etc.

she said she just can remember minim..n so..she draw a snake to represent semibreve which start with the same alphabet S.

Crotchet represent with croacroach ><

Quaver represent with a duckling~

i wonder~is there any other animal living in the book? :)

food made by me vv :)

Almond cookies..

smallie cupcakes~ :)

Taste Marvelous!fantabulous =)

cupcakes without any filling yet..

luv it

ginger man XD

measuring cups~it's cute :)

all the ingredients n etc.

this is the traditional so called 'guai lin gou'~ i like the flavour

first time making blueberry chesse cake.. :)

japanese food~sushi !

chinese traditional soup~ yummy! especially the sweet corn :)