29 December 2011

How why what who

I wonder why. What a tiring day. Wake up early in the morning and reach home at late at night. Feel so lost when u couldn even contact a person where u have no credit or net n even d contacts of a person.

I wonder if u do miss me like how I miss u here. The happiest things is just a few msg from u. But u r so far from me. No matter how. My heart still attach to u for no reason. I just dono y.
Tired of having such time.
Sobbing

QuandoChristmas

It's the only Christmas of 2011. I have a great time working during Christmas eve n on d Christmas day itself. Meanwhile I've bunch of great friends celebrating together.
Yesterday we went one u for dinner. Yet I saw a fabulous heels which I desperately wanna buy it so much. But couldn afford it at this moment.
All of us enjoy crazy shopping at the mall. What's next for tonight? Will it be a warm white Christmas ?

I'm so doubt that I've found the answer that I'm seeking for so long. Hopefully I'll end this year with a happy ending n start a brand new year of 2012 <3

More than words

We can't look beyond d road. But we can predict the path that we've chosen to live. It's tired when a person give up but u're still there holding on. Mentally exhausted. It reaches a point where u need to stop by and have a rest at a pit stop. Will you continue after resting? Probably most of the ppl will choose the alternative way to reach the destination. The voyage seems to be very long. What makes me moved all this while is only my faith an determination. No one will ever cares. But I do. I've decided to rest for time being.

Beh tahan :(

Exam just finish. I hope everything will settle down quickly. Need to bring car for repair n work n etc.
I hope time will just past quickly !!!
I miss the smurf time!!!
I m y s m
I should go along n not leave u alone there. So that I won't be alone here too.
Another tough time for me.
Looking forward for tmr's pot bless. Mixu mixu
Yi

Gorgeous Vivien nzy

There's a period of time. Ppl keep texting me n telling me :'look how gorgeous you r Vivien in terms of self confidence and ur smile..it looks just so perfect. '
Thanks for giving me such a huge compliment to me. It means alot to boost up my self inner confident.
These bunch of my friends were so great that they sound so true to me. They've been know me for yrs.
Still yet there's no one can ever be perfect at all time.
I believe god create us in such a person n has plan all for us. I'm looking forward ,yet appreciating every moment in my life.
The scars of mine making me perfect. :)

Don ask why

For a reason. I thought you r the one who knows me well through all these yr since the day I was form in ur womb. Oh my. I wonder if u can understand me well by not asking me to go shopping or hanging out with u in the loving room with the tv. I'm seriously need to concentrate on my exam. I felt sorry for not accompanying you for shopping since I've promise u. Yet we can shop soon. I felt sorry that I've not been a good gal all these days by not helping at house cores. Sorry for being so selfish by just staying inside the room for studies n ignoring u. But mom. Sometimes it's quite annoying that I couldn even focus. Sob. Love ya. Ur one n only precious daughter. V

The first prayer

This is the very first time I pray for my concentration on anything. And I started my prayer.. 'O Lord.. Amen '
This is the first time I hardly focus on anything.
I started my day with a very pleasant conversation which warms me alot.
N here it goes.
Msgs sent via the advance technology system where it took just a second to reach to a person makes way lots more different than ancient time.. Where it actually could takes up to one month to reach to a person.
I'm glad that. Once conversation of past few months saying that we would forget each other, somehow..we would still remind each other of one's appearance. Things will fade. Everything will fade. But the love still holding on there will never fade away. Probably is the plan of God. Where I get to met someone special in life. There are so many ppl around. With different characteristic, different personality which makes us so special.
But there's only one person will always appreciate one's personality. Letting us the opportunities of meeting new friends around and get to understand ourselves well, when two are separated far away on earth for a long time. Just the way you are <3>

No music no dreams

There's a movie about Music in life.
It is true that a simple melody can express one's feeling. How vital it is that a rhythm can actually affect one's emotion. It can connect two ppl which are strange at first sight into BFF rel.
Living in faith it's really important.
'everytime u smile to someone, it is an action of love, a gift to that person, a wonderful thing in life that living unforgettable memories...'

Embrace every moment

The time being apart is much more precious than the time we met each other. It helps us in identifying ourselves. Falling into each other is a good thing. Holding each other in faith is a great thing. Loving each other at all time is definitely romance.
I'm holding half way towards the end now. Please don't let go my hand when I'm still holding it tight. Somehow I'll never give up. Unless one's has give up holding me. I'm glad that I've come to this stage. That sometimes scars do lead a person towards perfection. Thank God that I met u in my life. Pray